Serious question, Mr. Tosk. Are you bipolar? Your "shifts" here are so
sudden I'm thinking you might be. If you are, it explains a lot. My
older sister is bi-polar but has learned over the years to better
control her mood swings because she wanted to, because she had a good
talk therapist and because of some meds. Your wildly swinging behavior
here reminds me of how my sister behaved before she got herself under
control.