[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | the get up kids: out of reach ]

yeah, i said i wasnt going to post anymore, but i seriously need to releive
some stress. sigh, so much is going wrong lately. ive just been in an
overall bad mood lately, it may not seem like it, but i am. school is
becoming such a hassle with tests, projects, and homework. not to mention
the exams coming up. then i also need to get a job. i applied last thursday
at like 5 or 6 places, and it hasnt even been a week and my dad is already
making me apply to 6 more places. he obviously doesnt know about getting a
job. you usually dont get hired 5 days after you turn in an application, it
takes time. but no, my dad is a narrow-minded asshole who thinks hes always
right, and is just a overall ass-****ing-hole. so i tell him, no, im not
applying at 6 more places, im going to call the places ive already applied
to on thursday, to see whats going on, then maybe apply at a few more places
over the weekend. but no, he gets ****ed and says i disrespected him. well
guess what bud? if you think that's disrespecting, well ive just gotten
started. he thinks that just because hes my dad, that he can control my life
and future, and if i ever disagree with him, or get a C on a report card, i
get things taken away, or get grounded. what a good parent. why would i
respect someone who doesnt care about me, treats me like ****, lies, and
treats everyone else like ****. no wonder he has no friends, he just sits at
his computer all day, then comes out to eat, or yell at someone. i wish i
could just go on a vacation, by myself, to just think about life, and how
much i hate my dad. ugh. someone save me.