First of all, when I said I was leaving the group, I was not saying that
because I wanted people to beg me to stay. I DID NOT INTEND ON HAVING A
RESPONSE FROM MY POST. I just wanted to let people know that I was leaving
like I wanted to let people know that I was new when I first subscribed by
doing a small introduction. My message of leaving was the same as my
introduction.

Second, I confided my worries out of the news group to one of the members.
My worries were TRUE and REAL and I sent appology notes (either by personal
e-mail or on the news group) to the people that were concerned. Since I
posted something I shouldn't have, well I appologised and wanted to leave
because BAD like GOOD reputations are made even if this is a Usenet. No you
can't get kicked out but when you have a bad reputation people will NOT
answer to your post and just will ignore you, unless it's someone new and
dosen't know you.

This group is a regulard group and even if we beleive it or not we become
sort of a virtual family. People get to know how the other writes and
thinks, you don't need a picture or be physically there to get to know
another person. And yes, I admit that it does feel good to have people
respond and ask me to stay, I call it caring. I would do the same thing if
another would leave because of a mistake and TRULY felt bad for something
she or he did. I would send her a personal message to try and convince her
or him to stay.

Anyways it's over, I don't want to talk about it anymore.