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Life is what happens when you're making other plans...
Most of you know that Lydia and I have bought our boat and expect to get aboard and cut the cords. Target departure date is November 1, with a variety of things to happen first, including getting a couple of houses (emptied and) sold. Progress is happening at an acceptable pace, there, but just as Lydia was fixated on getting the boat bought, she's now fixated on getting aboard, *NOW!*. I, too, want to get aboard, but deal with frustration a bit better than she :{)) However, personally, I've had a setback and a shock to the system. I went to my orthopedic surgeon yesterday after having had an MRI done on my shoulder (the one with the severe dislocation and greater tuberosity [the outside of the ball end of the shoulder bone] fracture, followed by major surgery, mentioned in this space 3 years ago). Instead of the expected adhesion of something, or a muscle which was too long having prevented my having full use of my arm, the original operation essentially failed - my top two rotator cuff muscles have come off the humerus (which in itself lost a pretty good chunk of bone in the original accident) and retracted and atrophied a lot, plus the biceps tendon has slid about 50% out of place. No wonder I couldn't raise my arm! What all that means is that to (have a chance at - there's only a 50% success rate in such operations) regain my full function will require essentially the same operation I had originally, along with the requisite rehab time. So, it would mean a delay at the very best, which would mean a hurried trip through the upper islands in order to miss the hurricanes or delaying the op (which would allow us to enjoy the summer, at least!) and leaving next November. Neither prospect (see fixation, above) is very palatable to Lydia. So, we're currently wrestling with 1) leaving it alone (which forecloses my chance to ever have it right), 2) taking the chance that it won't work - but also incurring the chance that it might result in pain, later, where there is currently none, 3) doing it ASAP so that we can get under way ASAP (whenever that actually works out to be), and 4) doing it later (with a presumed November 2005 departure). In any event, recalling my last op, there's a long rehab to get any semblance of strength. I'm waiting for a call back from them to see what I should expect in the way of total time and intermediate times, which will partly drive our decision, should we decide to go ahead. Either way, if I go under the knife, we'll not be outta here in November as we'd planned. If I don't, my arm will never be better than it is today... L8R Skip and Lydia -- Morgan 461 #2 SV Flying Pig http://tinyurl.com/384p2 "And then again, when you sit at the helm of your little ship on a clear night, and gaze at the countless stars overhead, and realize that you are quite alone on a great, wide sea, it is apt to occur to you that in the general scheme of things you are merely an insignificant speck on the surface of the ocean; and are not nearly so important or as self-sufficient as you thought you were. Which is an exceedingly wholesome thought, and one that may effect a permanent change in your deportment that will be greatly appreciated by your friends." - James S. Pitkin |