"John Ryder" wrote
snipped all the cynical comments which means I snipped everything

I just don't know what to make of you, John.... You should be happy but you sound
all cynical and disillusioned. You sound young too. Too young to be acting like some
fed up already individual. I think Daddy needs to give you a good spanking. You aren't
one of those Thailand lady boys are you?

Cheers,
Ellen