well prodigal, as i read this i am sipping on a margarita in sunny
south florida. its a balmy 85 degrees with a light breeze ouf of the
east. A most pleasant day, many more to come here. may i suggest you
see a psychiatrist for an anti depressant medication. it sounds like it
could fix your mental state. but thank you for your post. it brings a
smile to my face. sometimes the suffering of others makes ones place in
life more agreeable.