On Wed, 1 Aug 2018 11:03:45 -0600 (MDT), justan wrote:

What has changed since your pussy youth?
Your interest in tactical weapons at this late stage in your life
seems odd given your disdain for military and what those weapons
are designed for. You got a Rambo fantacy going on?

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Most likely he's afraid of meeting up with some of the friends he's
made over the years. Another possibility is that there might be a
contract out, or he's concerned that there is. When you go through
life stiffing people there's always a risk.